We went to Stacia's party on Saturday but only stayed for a couple of hours. She lives kinda far away so a lot of people wanted to get closer to home the later it got. So we were back in our neck of the woods by 9pm. Everyone wanted to go out and usually going out is going to a bar.
I have to realize that when we are kid-less, we don't need to go to a bar, there are other things to do. For some reason I am still programed that way.
I am sure it didn't help that I was in a bad mood. So as much as I didn't want to be around people, I'm sure they didn't want to be around me also.
It's hard to explain, but I feel like a lot of things are changing around me. I always thought that I embraced change, but now I am not so sure. There are new relationships, new break-up's, new people, and it's harder for me to get used to than I thought it would be.