Chantix day 16
Oh, what is it with drinking and smoking. They go hand in hand. I got over the coffee and smoking thing, I got over the driving and smoking thing. I have the hardest time with drinking and smoking. It is nearly impossible. I can't do it. Some nights after the kids go to bed, I want to have a couple of beers with Bob and relax in the glory of silence. Now, what am I to do
So I screwed up and had a ciggy. I had a few brewskies in me and lit up. I'm an idiot. But all is not lost. I am getting right back on track, I am not giving up or giving in. I am still dedicated to quitting and continuing with Chantix.
I sit here writing this and feel like I cheated on someone or something. There have been so many wonderful, encouraging and helpful comments that I've received. I discovered a whole other blog world of people doing the Chantix thing. I read them all religiously, it's almost like an on-line support group. Everyone seems to be kicking butt, and then there's me. I'm sorry I'm so weak, but like I said, I am gonna keep trying. I will do this. Promise.